cryingfornoone

Yea

2005-01-21T14:31:05Z

So latley i havent really been up to alot at all, just work, school and hangin out with my amazing girlfriend. Things are goin amazing right now, jess and i couldnt be happier, she is going to the holidome, and im working on her vday gift as we speak. I hope she likes it. We also just had our 2 month. Work is getting better too, i have 24 students now and i just finished building my guitar. Weekends are pretty sweet too, we go bowling with eric and jr. which is always is a good time.

I also finially got a drummer for your band ( thanks to the help of the lovley jessica strauss). Screaming a perfect nothing is now in progress.

Other than that nothin

Love Peace and Chicken Grease

I love jessica elizabeth fuckin strauss : )

Cheers

2004-12-23T04:25:25Z

Alot has been goin on lately and im to lazy to update alot so ill breif you
i work and make kick ass money with all my tips now
I have a kick ass girl friend who i adore and am kicking the calenders ass with
just got back from the lake
VERY GOOD TIMES

Cheers to me
Cheers to you
Best friends forever
If not
Fuck you
Cheers to me

peace out

Jess my beautiful light

busy

2004-12-07T03:32:22Z

havent really updated latley, just been to lazy...

In a nut shell i went and say the used at 89 x stole xmas on wednesday and had an amazing time with jess. Jess and i spent time with my mom on firday for her bday and then went bowling. saturday we did the can drive and parade then went to zorbas with some people and got some food, and sat around my house watched movies and had fun. sunday i went to her jr national bball thing and watch her play her 3 games and she did great. was kinda cranky on the way home sorry about that jess, and my ribs nearly destroyed me later that night. today was a good day got to spend it with jess so that is always a good day and im lookin forward to this weekend.

no fill this out bitches

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. What did you want to tell me?

16. Are you going to put this on your LJ and see what I say about you?

Ok thats it people

Peace

Jess is simply amazing : )

This is for you

2004-11-30T02:29:57Z

You know those kids that you get in your class every now and then that talk about random shit that dosent ever make sence, well today this one kid in my class finally did....

" You know when everything in your life seems to be going to shit, it will all seem black. In all that black surrounding completly there will be this little spec of light, a little spec of hope, and all you have to do is find it, then you will find your way out of the dark and back into the light."

I have found my light and my light comes for a very speacial girl named jess.

Your are my light jess.

Peace

For John and Kenny

2004-11-28T05:27:28Z

"I’ve learned that good-byes will always hurt, pictures can never replace being there, memories forget the hard times, words can never replace feelings, and heroes often go unsung."

John-11/26 R.I.P.

Kenny-8/23R.I.P.

You both will be missed : (

Your Day Of Infamy

2004-11-28T05:26:15Z

This weekend was really amazing up until about a hour or two ago.
But lets start from friday.

I woke up and went and got jess's x-mas presents then came home packed my shit for up north and went over to her dads house. Loaded up there truck and stuffed a dead deer into a trash can ( i think i broke a rip).
We got up to there up north and had a fire which was perfect except no stars: ( still good times though. Her dad cooked us some dinner and we watched a movie and went to bed.
Today we got woken up repeated by a damn coo coo clock ( you will die in agony coo coo clock).
then woken up at 430 by her parents because they went hunting. Jess and i could fall back asleep so we just went to mcdonalds for some hash browns and totally went the wrong way on 94 ( that was my fault). Got back and i had a bad stomach ach but i got better as the day went on, but then jess slipped on some ice and hurt her back, we just spent the rest of the day relaxing and getting her better. Came home and went to dinner and back to her house....

Thats when i got the call, John passed the night before. I almost lost it and i feel bad for jess seeing me like that but it was good to have her there with me and i cant thank her enough for that.

Thats the update for now

Peace

Amazing

Thanksgiving Day

2004-11-26T04:23:10Z

Today started out ok, kinda boring, sat at my aunts house eatting food getting fatter then I already am and laided around like a fat ass.lol. Jess came over around 4:30 and we chilled at my aunts until about 5:30 then went to her uncles and I meet some of her family. From there we went to her dads while she made out her X-mas list for wendy. Then we came back here to my house and my lovley mom broke out the home movies.
(Allllll Gonnnnnne)

At my aunts my cousin made a movie of the family from the past, it was really good but my grandpa was on there and seeing him all happy and hearing his voice brought back alot of pain from when he went. : (

Oh yea
I have the most AMAZING GIRLFRIEND : )

pease

Im A ork With a Capital D

2004-11-25T03:42:54Z

Well it is offically thanksgiving break and I couldnt be more pumped for it.
This weekend Plans

-Tomorrow is thanksgiving so i am going to my aunts and jess is going to meet me there later then from there we are going to her uncles then to her dads.

- Friday Im getting my ass awokin at the fuckin butt crack of down to go up north with jess and her dad. lol It should be good times im really looking forward to the stars: )

- Saturday I come back from up norht and that is all i know of for now...

- Sunday is bowling day. Going to try up Trenton Lanes Stomper style. ahaha

Thats all for now
L P and C G

Jess is simply phenominal : )

Thanksgiving

2004-11-22T20:12:15Z

Today in my 3rd hour we had to write a warm up of what we are thankful for and why for the theme of thanksgiving.
I could only think of one thing. this is what i wrote

"I am thankful for having someone that cares about me and be able to be with them over the holiday because i dont think i have been any happier."

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2004-11-21T15:09:37Z

Heres 8 bullets for this 9 chamber gun. Hand them over and lets see how my luck is.

I suck
: (

Shobadi doo wap

2004-11-21T04:30:31Z

Nothing really besides Jess. : )
Happy to say were together, and everything else in my life seems to be going great

Havent updated in awhile because i have like 0 motivation. lol

Today was a good day, hung with jess and john most of the day, then john and jess went home. I went to the bowling alley with eric and nick, and jess and calie meet us up there. jr, don, jarret and jarrets girl came up too. just good times.

Thats about it

Peace

Jess : )

Luck, Lust, And A Brick Wall

2004-11-17T03:10:56Z

Last night was great, A candy that starts with a K : )

Today was ok day until i went to work and it just went down hill

I hate almost all of my students i have realized with the exception of like 4 out of the 21 i have. So my job may be playing my guitar, but its kinda like hanging out with people you hate, so not good times.

Not to much, just been doing alot of thinking again.

Simply Beautiful: )

Peace

Oh yea Trick Daddy is god

A Candy That Starts With A K

2004-11-15T22:05:42Z

Sooooooooo
My jump was this past weekend, and guess what........Im not dead : )))). But it was a really ruff weekend, Im not going to get into it to much besides that I almost died on I 75, nearly got arrested, had to rebuild my sled engine, almost got my ass kicked by a big fat drunk deer hunter at a bar, got my ass lost in cananda since i had to drive, jumped off a mountain and fucked up my arm lol, and drove home and ran out of gas.

So yea ruff weekend

Got home and spent the rest of the day with a very special girl.

Today was decent but dont feel like working all week. And my arm hurts.
Other then that

Peace

In your eyes : )

Getting Your Nipple Shocked By A Plasma Ball

2004-11-11T03:37:31Z

Not to much, just chillin school and work.

School I figured out that if you put a penny on a plasma ball it heats up and carries a electrical charge. So i gave this kid named james a dollar to touch his nipple to the plasma ball. He got a inch away from it and lighting bolt jumped from the penny into the kids nipple, hahaha best dollar i think i have ever spent.

Yea, my jump is in 2 days : ( not to happy about that one.

But i am looking forward to getting back and going to sunset rock with a special beautiful girl.
Foreverrrrrrr!!!!!!!!

Peace

Awaiting A Shoting Star

2004-11-08T02:25:16Z

Not to much going on, yesterday john jess and I hung out and saw the incredibles what was pretty sweet and went to the mall. Yea yea I got Encinoman and Airheads both for $16. Hell yea. So we came back to jess's house to watch them and hang out and john spent the night while I had such ridiculus back pain again I guess I moaned through the night as john said.

Today I woke up at 930 and sat there online until john got up, so we ended up watching EVIL ALIEN CONQUERS again and my mom made us cinnimun rolls for breakfest. We hung out with jess and sully for most of the day and fond THE SPOT, hint hint dont fuckin go there unless you went there today. After that we took sully home and jess john and I went to interact to only sit there for about 45 mins of pure boredum. Jess went home and john and I got some food and went and visted jess then I took john home.

That was my basic weekend in a nut shell.

Yea, not to hight spirts since this may be my last weekend here, so pray for me people.

"Please give me the wings to fly safley to the ground or the wings to fly back into your arms"

Peace

In Your Eyes : )

Ouch!!!!!

2004-11-06T15:03:25Z

Ok so yesterday was just simply amazing. It was the Sno-Show. I got so much free shit this year from fox, thor, stud boy, sticker haven, HJC, and Ski-Doo. Thank you to all you guys. But I would have to say my new favorite thing I would have to be my new sleding jacket, now this thing is high tech. I think i found love (wink wink). But anyways after the sno-show there were still more good times hangin out with the whole team up at baldos. Offically Jr. is the funniest man alive.

So I woke up today at about 5 in the fucking morning because my back was killing me, like what the hell, i had to slep on the floor the rest of the nighty just to get a lil comfort, so I ended up no taking it anymore around 9 and just got up and doing this thing.

Im glad to say the Roses are Red : )

Peace

Here We Go Again

2004-11-04T20:01:29Z

Ok Ok, going to try this whole journal thing again because i have nothing better to do with my life. But I'm not promising anything so if stops after about 4 entries, yea, I got lazy. But alot has been up, hit another car. Big fuckin negative. But me and a friend have picked up were we left off and I couldnt be any happier. other then that today was a pretty good day.

Peace